I have never been a very good writer, usually as I begin to write, nothing comes out. I can not put my thoughts into words. As I begin to write this, I have no idea what my end result will be. My whole intention of writing this blog, is to set a goal for myself. My goal is completely let go of my inner criticism, relax my mind, and allow myself to write exactly what I am thinking.
I think a lot. I dream a lot. And I visualize a lot, but I can never say a lot. I have so many crazy amazing ideas that I would love to share with the world, but when I begin to write them down, all I get is a blank piece of paper. I have tried, in the past, to jot down simple words on a piece of paper, and eventually combine them all, but I never seem to get that far. What am I doing wrong.
Maybe I feel like who I am is not good enough, maybe I feel like, when the words come out, I will make a fool out of myself. But why, I have been blessed by God in so many ways, why would I be afraid to share those gifts he so generously gave me. So today is the day. I am ready to let go of my fears, open mind, release my tongue and begin to share who I am, what I do, and what I love. I don’t care if my grammar is not perfect, or if words beginning to run on, this is who I am, and I am ready to share with you. Today is the day!
“Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.” Romans 12:2